Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in Miguel's LiveJournal:

Monday, April 18th, 2005
2:58 pm	weekend SO im off ALL week, WOO HOO! operation stop drinking is a huge success so far, im happy. i went to visit mike this weekend, lots of fun. and im going to see wicked tomorrow! YA! in celebration, this is a song from wicked, thats SO about me ;) whenever i see someone less fortunate than i, and let's face it, who isn't less fortunate than i? my tender heart tends to start to bleed. and when someone needs a makeover, i simply have to take over! i know i know exactly what they need! and even in your case, though it's the toughest case i've yet to face, don't worry, i'm determined to succeed! follow my lead, and yes indeed, you will be... POPULAR! you're gonna be popular! i'll teach you the propper poise, when you talk to boys, little ways to flirt and flounce, ohhh! i'll show you what shoes to wear! how to fix your hair! everthing that really counts to be... POPULAR! i'll help you be popular! you'll hang with the right cohorts, you'll be good at sports, know the slang you've got to know. so let's start, 'cause you've got an awfully long way to go! don't be offended by my frank analysis, think of it as personality dialysis, now that i've chosen to become a power sister and advisor, there's nobody wiser! not when it comes to... POPULAR! i know about popular. and with an assist from me, to be who you'll be, instead of dreary who you were... are. there's nothing that can stop you, from becoming popular... lare... la la, la la! we're gonna make you pop-u-lar! when i see depressing creatures, with un-prepossessing features, i remind them on their own behalf to - think - of celebrated heads of state, or especially great communicators! did they have brains or knowledge? don't make me laugh! they were POPULAR! please! it's all about popular. it's not about aptitude, it's the way you're viewed, so it's very shrewd to be, very very popular like ME! "why, miss Elphebah, look at you. you're beautiful!" "i, i have to go..." "you're welcome..." so though you protest, your disinterest, i know clandestinly, you're gonna' grin and bear it! you're new found popularity! la la, la la! you'll be popular! just not quite as popular as ME! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: popular - wicked (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 9th, 2005
9:30 am	lazyness i am way too lazy with this whole updating my journal thing, in any event, i'm going to give it another shot. boy do i have a lot to update you all on. for those of you who dont get the chance to follow my life day by day, boys suck. it's a fact and there's nothing i can do about it; i've accepted that. most people agree with me. but some of you lucky fuckers have boyfriends, you can go to hell. i had a week from hell as i was down for the count with some nasty sickness, which i have now beaten down (thanks dr. finnie), and am feeling 200% better. i woke up at like 4am this morning, literally. and i couldnt sleep after that, so ive been up for 5 hours, and not by choice either, luckily TBS's 'too funny to sleep' was on, and then NON-STOP WEEKEND on family channel was on. i have come to REALLY enjoy Radio Free Roscoe, to the point that I will go out of my way to watch it now. and i definitely watched the winx club, and i can see shawn rolling his eyes right now. it makes me smile. i smile even more becuz hes busy making other peoples coffee right now. i definitely fast tracked my way through SO much biology this week, but i got an 80 on one lesson, which is the first mark under a 90 ive gotten in that course so far, so it shouldnt bring down my average that much, but im still annoyed. on the bright side, mr. laxton said i could rewrite it. sidebar to haddad: COME HOME SOON OR ILL KILL YOU. SERIOUSLY. i havent seen that kid in forever, it isnt cool at all. i think i might go to the library after all today, i have to start raping the hell out of this essay, or at least pretend to. by pretend to, i mean sit in the little booth things with my music, my 'work' and a mickey cleverly hidden nearby. its definitely my grandmas surprise bday party today. ugh. so many family members that i dont want to see are going to be coming, but at least megan (cousin) is coming, shes fun times. i have decided to contradict myself and inform you all that i have a big fat crush on the 'twink' writer for fab magazine; jesse stong. i know, boys suck, but what can i say, hes cute and he writes well and that's hard to find. if by some random chain of events, you should end up reading my journal, hunt me down or something jesse. please. i think i might actually have, brace yourselves people, a quiet saturday. as in not go out and go crazy. how unlike me. im sure none of you believe me, but i kid you not. no promises tho, we'll see what happens. ill update again soon, i promise haha! peace out. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Lindsay Lohan - First (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 26th, 2005
11:10 am	it lives!! Yes! I have decided to ressurect my journal, I got way busy and way stressed for a while and stopped updating, but now, all that will change. Today is Saturday, its the 26th.. I went to see Constantine last night. I didn't expect much because it's Keanu Reeves and he can't act, at all. I was pleasantly surprised, it was a great movie. And Shia Labeouf was in it *drools*. You should all go see it. Yesterday was the stupid gay open house at my stupid gay school, and I had to be overly nice and act as if I liked all these people that I hate, it was hell. Especially making the stupid gay presentation to the stupid gay mayor and the stupid gay board officials, bleh. Important Sidenote: Attention all gay men. I am aware of your fascination/creepy obsessions with Paris Hilton and her lifestyle, I respect that, I really do. HOWEVER, please refrain from trying to act/talk/dress like her, you're not Paris Hilton, and it's annoying. If one more person tells me something is hot, or that they "loves it", I'll scream. Control the urge, it's not hard. On the lovely note of things that piss me off, boys! I hate you all! That's right, all of you. Steve and I have a club against you, that's how much hate there is. They need some sort of shock therapy to turn me straight, I think I'd fry before it worked, but whatever, even that is looking appealing right now. School is becoming increasingly less stressful, mostly because I kick ass. I kicked my own ass into gear and got an assload of work done, and my marks are great, kudos to me. So there's this girl at my school named Sarah, and I wish I was like her. You give that girl one sip of a screwdriver, or one toke of a joint/pipe, and she's all fucked. How lucky is that? She complains, but it's so inexpensive, it's awesome. I wouldn't imagine she'd be such a lightweight, mostly because she is *FAR* from light herself, and yet she is, go figure. Mike's new boyfriend JD makes a good Mike replacement seeing as Mike has recently become increasingly more useless and is never there when I have one of my attacks. My attacks are hard to handle, I am well aware of this fact, and JD handled it like a pro, I was impressed. Also impressive, Mike is turning into more and more of a bitch, I'm so proud. I now understand how parents feel when they watch their child graduate, or bring home a good test score, or do something prideworthy, that's me right now. Lindsay Lohan needs to come out with another album, I'm not sick of this one yet, but oh god do I listen to it a lot, and love EVERY song on it. I have the worst habit of playing things to death, literally to death. I think I'm going to go visit Christian tonight, he always puts me in such a good mood somehow, and I always have a killer time. I'm going to have an empowering day and get my ego on. I need it, it's taken a beating this week, and not even from anything or anyone in particular, just one of those down weeks, but I can feel it going away, so that's good. I feel much better. I'm going to go dance around and be all gay. Current Mood: empowered Current Music: Kelly Clarkson - Since You've Been Gone (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 13th, 2005
12:10 pm	big ol' update. Let me first and foremost let you all know i'm a little bit stoned, the perfect level in fact. That aside, it has been a long time since I've updated, I've been really busy. WHERE to begin... Well, we finally know Hotty McHotts name, it's Matt. We hang out now, Lindsay knew him from Westdale. He's really cool. Friday night I went out with Reggie, we saw Boogeyman, scary, but I did expect a bit more. A lot of cheap scares, making you jump and such. Saturday was a chill day, and then Reggie and I went to Toronto. We got coffee and then went over to Christian & Todd's. We had some drinks there, and then went over to the bars. Upon finding that the line for Tango's was far too long, we went over to Woody's. We had some drinks there and hung out, and after an hour or so, went over to Tango's as the line wasn't very long. By this time I was getting pretty juiced. We got to Tango's and had a bunch more drinks, and I was drunk. Random Note: I wonder if you can tell I'm stoned by the way I'm writing? Anyways, yadda yadda, had a smoke, Reggie was fucked, we cabbed back to Christian and Todd's. Drank more, slept, woke up, Reggie and I left, got stoned in the car on the way home, and here I am. I'm really not very detail oriented today, mostly because if I was in fact to add detail, and then try and cover 4 days worth of events with my usual witty remarks, it would take hours. Not a fan of wasting that much time. So ya, I'm being pretty vague. ON TO OUR LESSONS OF THE PAST 4 DAYS: -Tumors don't make good pillows. -Being the perfect level of high puts you in the best mood ever. -People shouldn't wear atrocious articles of clothing like big faux fur collars on top of a sleeveless shirt. -If you are one of the unfortunate souls who is an offender of the afforementioned, you might as well strut, the damage has already been done. -Nobody will play Solitaire Showdown with me </3 -Biology is a tedious course. -Red Bull is addictive. -Malibu is cute. -Free Pakistan. -I'm a revolutionary. -I'm a nerd because I'm excited for school tomorrow. -Someone really needs to come online, I want to do something. -Lindsay Lohan is a good singer, I don't care what you say. Current Mood: Happy & High Current Music: Lindsay Lohan - First (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
12:32 pm	almost better WOW! If the last 2 days didn't suck. I had a hideous case of food poisoning, it blew. I couldn't keep so much as a sip of water down, never mind food, and all I could do was lay in bed and shake, and want to die. It wasn't fun times. By about 3pm yesterday afternoon, the worst was over, the pain subsided enough for me to have a bit of a nap, maybe about 2 hours. Which was nice because the night before was fruitless as I was up *ALL* night vomitting. I must admit it was scary, but it's all gone now. Whew!! I'm mostly upset because I'm behind on my work now, and I've missed 2 potential days of quality staring at Hotty McHott. Boo urns. Ah well, tomorrow I'll stare 3x as hard to make up for lost time. I really want to know his name, so I don't have to refer to him as Hotty McHot anymore. He looks like an Adam, or a Brent, or a Jay... I don't know. Maybe his name really will be Hotty McHott, because his parents just knew he'd end up being so fine. Who knows. The new zine on that FearTheQueers.com thing is up, it's a lot less offensive now. Kinda funny actually. There is NO ONE on to play Solitaire Showdown with. :( It breaks my heart. WOW Did I have some RANDOM dreams last night, beyond random. They were all SO realistic too, and involved people I know personally. I won't go into detail, because the ones worth mentioning got pretty dirty haha. Anyways I'm going to shower, and eat, and try some of this new "Evian Oxygenating Cleansing Gel" I got... Lata Lessons of the Day(s): - Don't eat deli meat out of your fridge, ever. It's too much of a gamble. - Hotty McHott should call me, even though he doesn't know me. - I hate being behind in school. - I want my new MP3 player, NOW. - Cottonelle "Cashmere" should be sued for false advertising. - Adam Steczkiewicz is a loser for not going to the hop. Current Mood: Much better Current Music: Ashlee Simpson - Unreachable (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 7th, 2005
2:43 pm	Random Day So I just had the most random/crap day ever. To start things off, Hotty McHott wasn't there today, no eye candy :( THEN, Meagan didn't bring any weed so I couldn't buy a doob off her, then after a very sober lunch, I got a TICKET for JAYWALKING!! WTF! You GET tickets for that? Which I'm so fighting because the officer was WRONG. Worst comes to worst, I'll scream discrimination and they'll just drop it to avoid a media frenzy, mostly because other people were jaywalking too, and he didn't say anything to them, but goes for the guy with the pride flag button on his jacket. Asshole. So I'm back at school, working away on biology, and I knew they were showing around new teachers today, and so I hear Ms. Pentland taking someone around, and come into my room, so I look up, and it's Steve! I did a double take, but didn't say anything. How weird is that, I've partied with one of my teachers multiple times... haha and seen him all messy. Crazyness. I was more disappointed than you'd think about Hotty McHott not being there today. I was crushed. Last night I had an amazing time though, I went out with Reggie and I drank, then we went for dinner at Jack Astors, which was full of loud middle aged men, because I had NO idea it was the superbowl. haha. go me. Then we were going to see a movie, but Reggie was cranky and tired and it was gonna finish too late, so we're gonna go another time instead. I really like him, hes awesome... I'll probably/maybe update again later tonight. Lessons of the Day. - Don't Jaywalk - Cops are assholes - Hotty McHott should always be at school - Random new teachers amuse me - Mexican Smokes are good, but strong - Taco Bell Cheese Fries @ Jackson Square are gross Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Avril Lavigne - Freak Out (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 6th, 2005
12:30 pm	my night First and foremost, people who change their screen names every 4 seconds should be killed. Especially when they're just trying to brag about how hot they are, and how many people like them, when really, nobody likes them at all, and they're ugly and have a fat neck, and you're friends lied and ditched you to come to Toronto with me. Oh! Whats that? You're a loser? I thought so. PS did the "8 hotties" you got numbers from know that you're not even old enough to vote, nevermind drink? Didn't think so. I know I'm one to talk, but I'm older, so I win. That aside, my night last night was awesome. Me, Reggie, Blair, Matt and Katie went to Buddies, I was quite loaded. It was a good night, good music, good company, good dancing, despite seeing two ex's, it was good times. The drive home was a pretty intense Ashlee Simpson experience seeing as all the other CD's were in the trunk and I refused to listen to anymore Usher. Considering I was adequately juiced last night, I'm not hungover at all today, and I slept amazingly. PS to MIKE H. (because I know you'll read this), plans are confirmed for our weekend. I have taken the first, and biggest step in fighting addiction. I realise that I have a problem. For those of you who are saying, "Thank god, he's finally going to address his drinking problem." Fuck you, I don't have a drinking problem. No, this is far worse than drinking, drugs, or smoking... I am addicted to Solitaire Showdown. Not just a little bit addicted, 60+ games a day addicted. Sidrah, Scotty, Alyson, Andrew.. thank you for helping me feed my addiction with our endless hours of quality gaming. Do you know what's scary? I genuinely enjoy school. I am really excited to go back tomorrow. Not only because I get to see my friends, set the new students in their place, and see Hotty McHott again, but I enjoy my classes as well. Creepy eh? I'm a full-fledged nerd. I'm rambling now, and I'm going to make a sandwich and then play some solitaire showdown, I'm going through withdrawl. Don't forget to comment! :P Current Mood: content Current Music: Ciara feat. Missy Elliott- 1,2 Step (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 4th, 2005
4:35 pm	mixed day So I was expecting the worst today, and I got a bit of both. I was definitely impressed with some of the new kids, not as gross as I thought. NOTE TO NEW BOY: Jesus Christ you are beautiful and holy crap, just, I don't even know. Alright, let me explain. Hot new skater boy comes and sits at the desk just over from mine, tall, well dressed, and looks a lot like Seth from the OC. I think his name is Seth anyways, the guy Adam Brody plays. Anyways, he was HOT. Other than that, I was feeling as territorial as ever, and I had to kick some kid out of my seat at one point, because I don't think he realised it was my seat, and sat there. What an ass. Aside from a few cool ones and Hotty McHott, they were generally all anti-evolution, anti-shutting up, anti-notbeingmoronic asses. There is only so much you can put up with. I think the last straw was a bit of a toss up. It can be hard to pinpoint the moment when you get pushed over the edge. I think it was when the one girl said that she didn't believe in evolution... A little while later, the same girl told me that the food I was eating was going to give me a heart-attack. I told her I don't believe in heart attacks. Yeah, I think it was that. Or maybe it was when one of them hit me with a chair. Overall, the highlight of my day wasn't just the great weed I got from Meagan, but when the HOT HOT HOT guy first touched me, which was when he came up behind me and grabbed my arm because he wanted to ask me something. I turned around being ready to bitch out some loser, and there he was. The hair (ample hair) on the back of my neck stood up, then I left and went home because I was too stoned. A few lessons from the day: -Evolution, yeah, never happened. -Nerves? Those don't exist either, hit me with chairs all you like. -Don't talk to your dream man stoned, it's embarassing when he laughs at how high you are. -Don't read King Lear, it's a bad book. Current Mood: indifferent Current Music: Lindsay Lohan - Speak (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
9:17 pm	twilight zone So today was pretty damn weird for me. Alyson came over and we started drinking around noon (that's not weird for me.) Chad called, and we went to the hospital with him cause he had to drop off some papers for his surgery. Anyways we went back to Chad's to hang out. This brings us to weird occurance number one. I decided to go home early 'cause I was tired and didn't want to get too drunk. (WTF). Upon coming home, weird occurance number two occured. I curled up into bed and decided to watch TV, and decided to watch the OC, a show that I usually avoid at all costs, and I have found that I enjoy it. Shit. School also starts tomorrow, not so excited about that. Today was orientation for the new students this term (yes, there's enough that we need an orientation) and I decided since I was walking by, I'd go in to say hi to Mr. Laxton and others. I go in, and in the first room there's like SIXTY KIDS.... Not so impressed. I never realised how terretorial I was until then. I actually felt the urge to run around the school and pee on everything that I thought was mine. As I was walking to Mr. Laxton's room, some little trashy girl smacks right into me. She CLEARLY saw me coming as she looked right at me, and was too busy sneering to move. So, me, being such a bitch, said "excuse you." Know what the little bitch said to me? "Who do you think you are, in your fancy abercrombie shirt and nice hair to talk to me like that" !!(*#(!#^*!&#!^(#!$*!#^%$!^@@ WHAT IN GAY HELL!!! "?WHO AM I!? I'm pretty sure I run this school and the feet you just stepped on are attached to the ass you're gonna be kissing for the rest of the year, so back off." She sneered more and walked away. The nerve!!! I actually am excited to go to class tomorrow and set these bitches in their place. I should look smoking hot so they know who they're dealing with, someone vain and probably important. Anyways, I'm going to watch some more TV. Make sure to check back tomorrow, I'm sure I'll have some amusing accounts of the goings on tomorrow. Current Mood: drained Current Music: John Mayer - Bigger than my body (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
7:08 pm	muchos better Today was much better. Heat was broken most of the day, and I was tired, but all is well. I watched the movie version of King Lear, it was awful. Blech. And no easier to follow than the book. Also, if for some reason anyone reading this happens to be a chiropractor, let me know, I need my back fixed immediately... it's gotten ridiculous. Like, constant pain, restricting my movements, ridiculousness. Argh. Side Note -- HAHA MIKE YOUR iPOD STILL ISNT HERE. I'm not very impressed that I have to go back to class on Friday, that kinda blows... whatever. But I'll get to see everyone again.. Meagan, Ash, Ryan, Meagan, Manda, Mr. Laxton... How I miss them haha. OH! Scotty - I don't have a drinking problem. I'm in the most random mood tonight, it's bizarre. ALSO... SHAME ON ME for liking a Kalan Porter song, but it's really good. HAH. His first single, is called Single. Coincidence? Probably. Sucks to be a catholic school kid, 'cause they all go back tomorrow. Speaking of catholic, Allison go away, stop telling me I'm going to hell, I don't like you. It causes me emotional distress that my mom knows what the term blog means. One of my nails on my left hand is growing at an alarming rate.. bad news bears. I'm rambling... peace out! Current Mood: weird Current Music: Kalan Porter - Single (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
11:24 pm	It seems there are stages in life when the powers that be hand you things.... "Oh look, you're almost two, here are your motor skills. Enjoy!! No more falling down for you." "What's this? You're four now? I guess it's about time that you get some quality communication skills so you can express yourself better, now you will be better able to tell people what you want." "Time is really flying isn't it? The big 13 already. Let me lay all this sexual tension on you, isn't it great to be able to have a huge crush on the boy down the street. Hold his hand, you know you want to." "WHAM!! Look at you, you're 18! HERE'S YOUR ANGST." I just want to say that I have used up almost all of my angst. Sure there is a little left, but fuck you, I don't need it anymore. I'm giving it back. I only wonder what they hand me next... Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: Avril Lavigne - Freak Out (1 Comment |Comment on this)
11:14 pm	hah You scored as Prep/Jock/Cheerleader. </td> Prep/Jock/Cheerleader 100% Ghetto gangsta 75% Punk/Rebel 75% Goth 69% Stoner 56% Drama nerd 38% Loner 31% Geek 13% What's Your High School Stereotype? created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
8:20 pm	roarr This is unbelievable... k so twice i was almost done this whole entry, and twice my computer fucked up and i lost it all... and it was a perfectly good blog about my horrible day. if it doesnt work this time, fuck it. FUCK FUCK FUCK ARGH SO, I've been exhausted all day, I don't know why, I didn't sleep well... and now I'm moody. Really moody. I think I'm on my rag or something. You know those days where *EVERYTHING* pisses you off to the point you could just, i dont know, explode? Welcome to today. So as if my tiredness, and stress and bad mood in general weren't enough, I have another list of contributing factors to my pissed-off-ness. 1. MOTHER When i *TELL* you outright that I'm in a REALLY bad mood, here are a few tips that will avoid me losing it at you. 1: don't harass me about trivial shit, that not only is out of your hands, but has nothing to do with you, you should know better. 2: don't yell at me for stupid shit that isnt my fault 3: dont put extra responsibilities on me, i respect that i have responsibilities, but there is a time and a place for everything, not today. 4: just fuck off in general. 2. SLUTS When I'm rude to you, and you're too busy being a dirty whore and trying to get me into bed, and I tell you I'm not interested, that's not my subtle way of telling you that in actuality, I want you. I'M NOT INTERESTED. Saying dirtier things and ignoring me, won't help your chances. 3. WANNABE FRIENDS If I ignore you constantly, and when I have the misfortune of running into you somewhere whereupon I make up really lame excuses as to why I can't even stop to talk for 30 seconds, and I just generally avoid you at all costs, but I spare your feelings by not telling you outright that I *HATE* you, here's where the subtlety ends, I HATE YOU. Don't tell people that I'm your friend, and don't call me 6x a day, freak. You know who you are, actually you probably don't because you're fucking stupid. Whatever. 4. EX'S This one is self-explanitory... Assholes. I need a joint, or a drink, or a smoke... I want to break something, or someone... I'd make a list of all the people that I want to break, but I'm pretty sure that's illegal. Know what really doesn't help these moods get any better? Emo-shit music, and happy music just makes me want to vomit. Now I know you're all used to be being a pretty big bitch in general and probably think this is just a normal day for me, no. It is not. I'm in the kind of mood that I would cause another Tsunami if I could.. I make Hitler look like a good guy today. On a side note, there are a few (very few) people, who have made this day liveable, and kept me from killing myself or something, and they definitely deserve kudos... Mike H, Jer, Scotty, Alyson, I love you guys, you are my saviors today... <3 Current Mood: Beyond pissed Current Music: Yellowcard - Cigarette (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 31st, 2005
2:05 pm	Official first post. So I finally have a journal on here, I had no choice in the matter as I was forced by Mike. I'll update it often though, or try anyways. It's Monday and I have NO school til' Friday :D Gotta love exam week. I had a bitchin' weekend, Friday night, party with oldschool Westmount people, lots of people I haven't seen in ages, good times. Saturday Mike and I hung out then went to Toronto and to Woody's, then back to Oakville, then back to Toronto Sunday so he could shop while I was a sketchy mess, go me. I feel better today though, I got a good night's sleep. Alyson and I are hanging out and celebrating being done our exams in a bit, should be good times. As long as she doesn't get scared by the lizard again... hahahaha. Oh Alyson <3 I have been having a coldplay binge lately, they're so awesome. But I'll spare you of the emo lyric quotes that are oh-so-popular on live journal. *shakes head* Cheer up Emo Kids... Speaking of emo kids, someone needs to give Chris from Dashboard Confessional back his lunch money so he'll stop crying. Have a good day ;) Current Mood: mellow Current Music: Coldplay - The Scientist (Comment on this)